
the most terrible thing is that cannot do everything well… the ability not equal to my ambition. or cos im too lazy to finish a task? next is that… peak and pine like an old lady… pouch bigger than eye. little bit like way too leching lol. but i aint it’s not true. i just always feel tired. n as getting older… easier getting tired. it sucks.
how i wish i could refuse to grow up. always look like a little peach. yea pussy. n always hold a sweet girlish dream. but i cant. i should learn to face the fact rite. this is the fate. how i wish i could get outta here, the netting i knited for myself… once i tried to protect myself w it, but now, it just tie me up. it’s gonna kill me. so help me please.
i really hate hallucination now. really really really hate it. n oh get ur fucking skinny ass back here. ah nah u wont.