hay spadger, u see im old enough to be ur auntie!!!

the most terrible thing is that cannot do everything well… the ability not equal to my ambition. or cos im too lazy to finish a task? next is that… peak and pine like an old lady… pouch bigger than eye. little bit like way too leching lol. but i aint it’s not true. i just always feel tired. n as getting older… easier getting tired. it sucks.
how i wish i could refuse to grow up. always look like a little peach. yea pussy. n always hold a sweet girlish dream. but i cant. i should learn to face the fact rite. this is the fate. how i wish i could get outta here, the netting i knited for myself… once i tried to protect myself w it, but now, it just tie me up. it’s gonna kill me. so help me please.
i really hate hallucination now. really really really hate it. n oh get ur fucking skinny ass back here. ah nah u wont.

tomboy's whisper

i wanna dance with u daddy old. i wanna hold ur hand dance with u by this song in my fade grande toilette n my shining high-heel shoes. it’s got a lovely lovely name daddy old, called fuck you very much. i wanna laugh daddy old. i wanna laugh at those stoopid young dudes, whose brains are filled with cum u know.

dirty poem xxx

cum 4 w/ a dirty poem

i was born to meet you
i was born to love you
i was born to rescue you
i was born to hurt you
i was born to lose you

and i was born to be inferior
i was born to be silent
i was born to be hurt
i was born to be pissed on
at last i was born to be belonged to hell

and today i miss my daddy old not you
and today i smile to my daddy old not you

and i pull out a cigarette
and i put it in mouth
and i suppose i was born to sing a song
for you